I just put up a new poem...I haven't done that in a long time. I kinda needed to get those feelings out on paper. I don't know if this means that I'll have a new surge of poetry or not, so don't get your hopes up. I'll try my hardest.

~nyo

So I've decided to TRY to look at DA more, due to the face my Alienware computer has decided to pick up trying to work. I have some stories I want to work on, short ones, but stories nonetheless, and I figure Spring Break would be a time to start working on those. I also am Starting my Vivi Costume for Otakon this week, or at least saying I will start it. I need to get my shit together so that this can work and whatnot. But yes..we are going to Otakon this summer. Mike, Sam, Cory, Noah, Myself and Maybe Keff, Lucas, and Landon. It makes me feel strange knowing I'm the only girl there, but I can always visit Brittie and Claire during the Con, seeing as they both would welcome me with more than open arms. ^.^

Life is so nice right now.

~Nyo

I took out my memories the other day. I unfolded the little bits of paper that at one time meant the world. I smiled at the coffee stained words that hold all the answers. I fingered the figure of a secret amusement that became too much of a joke. I read the words that said goodbye...and realized that they were real. My tears finally fell onto that photograph that ended up getting ruined...but it's imperfection created something that meant what a friendship was.

I miss someone...does that someone ever miss me too? Truly doubtful, but sometimes childhood does come back in the weirdest situations.

I don't have much to say..and I know I haven't updated this in months...a good half a year actually. I've been lurking for the most part, checking up on life and the like from time to time, but it seems more as if life has been checking up on me.

I can't say I'm not happy, because I am. I have separated myself from the arrogance and disillusion that lurkes in my past. In but a few months my life went from less than exciting to truly amazing and shocking. The tides turned for the better with each week and amazing things that I didn't dream possible..became not fiction but fact. Dreams became reality and slowly the clouds parted and I felt the warmth of sensibility and euphoria entrapt me in some sort of metaphoric blanket.

I put darkness behind me...I put dishonesty behind me, and now...I have little left to do. I depart for my future a week from tomorrow and I refuse to look back. There is one major thing I have left to do...and I think I might make it a little art project for D.A.

That's all for now...and until I feel this liberation again...goodbye.

~nyo

I'm baaack...Ok not really. I'm just posting a new poem. I feel more inspired now. I finally see who I am and shit like that BLAH BLAH BLAH. This is all bullshit.
Anyway...I have a midterm tomorrow in latin I think. Or some other bullshit class, how exciting.
So I have to go to bed to wake up at some point tomorrow to actually GO to this midterm. Soo...C-ya.

~Nyo

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